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How do i reach my spirit guide?
I have lost several important people in my life. I've had a miscarriage, an ectopic pregnancy and my son was stillborn. On top of that, I've lost my mom, all grandparents, ex-fiance, and my favorite aunt & uncle. (of whom I've named my children after)



Every once in awhile (several times a week) I get a sensation that someone is with me, I get shivers up and down my arms, I feel eyes at my back. The feelings are the strongest in my family room and my bedroom. On occasion, I've heard my name in my moms voice, I've smelled her perfume just randomly. Many, many times, I get a very strong smell of cigarette smoke - no one in my family smokes or is even around anyone who smokes. My ex-fiance used to smoke. But it's so strong, it feels as if someone is blowing it in my face.



How can I tell if what I'm feeling is any of my children? I don't know how to distinguish between angels & demons, are the sensations different? When I say my prayers at night, I ask for protection and blessings for everyone in my family. I also mention that I want my home protected from evil spirits, but that I want the comfort of my loved ones.



My son Noah who was stillborn in 2000, we had cremated, so I wear a little of his ashes in my "Mothers Teardrop" necklace urn. Would that help keep him closer to me?



I have so many questions, I would love to meet someone or talk to them, but I can't find any reputable spirit guides in my area. I live in Northeast Wisconsin.



I know this sounds rude, but please, if you are going to criticize me for my beliefs, then please don't waste your time or mine with rude comments.



Thanks for reading this much!
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The only spirit guide available is only a prayer away.



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